Well I haven’t been posting or reblogging much lately. Basically I’ve been kinda mess lately although I am much better since about sunday. It’s been a variety of things that I won’t go into quite now (if ever) but it is a bunch of different factors. I want to say thank you to those who have reached out and supported and fuck I am sorry for those I’ve been a burden to. I’ve def had some trying time and I had to take a lil break from being more regular with the tumblr. That may be for a lil while longer, idk especially with my lil bro’s wedding in eastern KY.
That should be interesting and strange and a challenge. I have a good relationship with my family but not out to them with gender id stuff and I have to act around them. But I love them and they love me too and just kinda ignore the queer stuff. But it is going to be hard, a dry wedding, in a dry county and it is really right wing religious and I am a groomsmen (misgendering and kinda humiliating woohoo). But I do think it will be nice to catch up and def to see my lil two year old nephew, Aiden. God I love that kid soo much! It is a short trip (leave tomorrow and get back Mon) by I have some alcohol samplers to take the edge off.
Def hope once I am back I can delve fully into queer stuff and get work and hopefully can get creative again. Shit is hard but I do think things are starting to turn for the better, gotta hope and work towards that and just take one step at a time. Just thought I’d fill you all in. I hope you are all well and def hope once this weekend is over I can catch up and be back @ tumblring all over again! :) *HUGS* to you all in my life and ones who are distanced or not as much or at all anymore. I appreciate those special people, I don’t know where I would be without knowing or having u in my life.
HAHA didn’t know it was going to get soo sappy at the end. Oh well hehe.